Assalamualaikum.

I'm back to blogging. I guess. Maybe pasal now sudah cuti panjang. Done my 4 years degree, menunggu graduation day saja lagi (insya Allah!) Sooo, think i got time to blog ;)

Speaking of my future plan. Apa kan dibuat after this? Sambung belajar? Kerja? Selalu kena advise 'sambung belajar sementara otak masih mau belajar'. And masa TP for 1 semester masa final sem, i just knew i'm not ready kan kerja. With all the workloads and new surroundings, problems, etc. Belum get used to it. Culture shock la. So im thinking, better i should sambung belajar.

I applied Ma di ubd untuk august intake this year. Aku pohon Ma in Teaching. But unfortunately, rupanya i applied the wrong course. Last time my friends sudah kena email untuk datang interview untuk this course, i got mine, p it was a rejection. Reasonnya pasal aku ada background Perguruan sudah yadayada.

So aku interested kan apply Fiqh, since my degree course yang aku ambil is Syariah. Mostly dorang my friends apply Ma under Pendidikan. Pasal Fiqh bahasa pengantarnya bahasa arab. Coursework arab, tesis pun in arab. Thats why banyak dorang pilih Pendidikan instead of sambung Fiqh. Aku pun cuba apply saja.

Long story short, kemarin aku interview for Ma Fiqh. Sebenarnya 19hb sudah, but delayed pasal i was in KL masa tu. The interview... it was the worst one ever O_O I thought kena soal arabic in asas saja. Tapi interviewer memanjang cakap arab. Ada yang ku faham, ada yang inda. Arab ku ani lagi rusty berabis. Mostly aku salah jawab (pasal salah faham -_-") and ada yang ku inda tejawab pasal idk apa kan dijawab. Then only i knew tahap arabic ku sebenarnya macam mana. I knew sudah dari awal, expected that. P i didn't know it was that terok. Haiyaaa. I was overwhelmed. Sampai the interviewer asked me, why aku apply this course. If aku apply Ma under Pendidikan it wont be a problem since ia in malay bahasa pengantarnya. Then aku bagitau because aku minat Syariah. I want to continue Fiqh Syariah ani.

In the end, I told them... 'Saya kan undur diri'. Thats how i pressured i was! I mean, ada ka orang lain buat macam aku ani? Kan menarik diri during interview? Huhu. But for sure, though ia slipped dari mulutku, i didnt regret it. I was asking myself, banar ka aku kan carry on this application? Banar ka aku kan menyambung course fully arabic sedangkan arabicku verrrry low. But the interviewers cakap, let them decide. Dorang kan discuss dulu among lecturers.

So now... tunggu keputusannya saja. Dapat dapat, inda inda. Whatever nanti keputusannya, i believe atu ta yang terbaik for me. :)

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